Don't Love Yourself (without clarity of what is love & self)

To love thyself or project love, is not possible with ego identification, though it is often attempted thru fantasy. Put aside ego games of searching for love in yourself or another. Search instead for why you choose to be unaware of love’s constant presence. The seemingly endless multitude of life lessons are but gifted opportunities to assist in uncovering, through free will acceptance, true identity. Preferring to remain asleep is simply a temporary delay in ones assured awakening.

Being mindful that attempts to love oneself or another, are frequent mistaken exercises in attributing specialness; a mindful being can discover a world beyond specialness through A Course in Miracles insight and acceptance.

Escaping perceived reality thru immersion into worlds of fantasy, motivated by a desire to find an alternative reality and a self to love, ego introduces enchanting inner and outer characters to appeal to all fetishes so as to validate the dream as one’s personal reality. Truth knows not separate dimension or disguises, nor requires escape from perceived reality.

Fantasy enters in awareness, as each graven image injects confusion. The fantasy constructs have made costumes of judgements and preferences. The inner world thus becoming a secret habitat for dreams of escape. Attempting to disconnect from wholeness, then attempting to reconnect within illusion. Perceiving the trail as unmarked, the return becomes futile. “Make the best of whatever fleeting time there is, in this lost world and protect my small space from all external threats” is the ego’s plan.

One dimension of confusion: All personalised representations of inner landscape condemnation. Fearful images brought into view from desired limiting thoughts, to fortify a fixed range and narrow span in awareness. Winds of desire, floods of emotion, raging fires alter the scene, yet only inflate, raise, and ignite the assigned character significance and separation story line. Assembled and disassembled with meaning and attachment, but never understood to be fabricated from within. The oneness of dimension, makes this reality a personal fortress. Animated according to fluctuating desires, having chosen fear to roam freely through imagination.

While asleep, the basis of all dreaming, seemingly pleasant or painful, is projecting fear held tight in awareness. Ego has the ability to take on a new disguise, and explore another fantasy role whenever threatened. Ego identity must be replaced with Spirit identity, so as not to recycle another ego persona. With a desire to awaken, fear in awareness is displaced thru Spirit identification. The confusing fog is gently lifted, and the heavy shadows gradually dissolve.

The purpose of dreaming, now serving Spirit, transforms the projection with healing intent:

Spirit identity will convey the truth that, all illusion is the same. Just a mirage of mistaken perception; ready to be forgiven. The restoration of truth removes perceived separation, revealing wholeness. All dream reality is just a passing projection fading into light.

The denial of one’s own or another's mistaken perception, of both the ego self and dream reality, through expression but without conviction, has no lasting healing effect as the conditions for healing are unstable when concern or doubt are present. Strengthen beliefs in truth thru Spirit acceptance. Strengthen Spirit acceptance by continually inviting guidance and extending shared light.

Gloriously revealed in Spirit reflection, awaiting recognition, is Self of Love discovery.